“Are u thinking of something? You look worried. You told me that we need to discuss an important thing. What is it, dear?” Maria took her seat at the wooden bench in front of Hakee’s farmyard.
“Take a deep breath first. You seemed tired.” Hakee is still trying to find suitable words to inform her loves one about the marriage.
“Of course I am tired. You told me it is urgent. So, I came here as quickly as I could. Mother, oh…she asked me too many same questions when I am about to meet u!” Marlia’s mumbles is normal to Hakee.
Maria slowly look at Hakee when she realized that he did not interrupt her say which he would say one or two words if she started to mumble. She moved her seat next to him. She looked at him wondering how she can fall in love with him. From ‘brother-sister’ relationship, now they are lovers. She could not even recall the exact date of their anniversary as lovers.
Hakee felt guilty of wanting to tell her about the marriage. He knew Maria will definitely detest his decision. That’s the reason why he took three days to contemplate about the marriage proposal and of course, the Tengku Hafiz’s last wishes! After all, all he need is to be ready for any consequences manifested by his decision.
“Maria, there is no doubt that I have the feeling for you. We have been together for so long, isn’t it? We are friends since childhood and we did promise that we will be together in whatever situation. Am I right?” Hakee gave a single glance to her as he knew his words put her into confusion.
“What’s going on? Are u saying all these….to propose me or you will be going somewhere else far from me? You make me feel disquiet! Tell me!” She stared at him vigorously.
“The thing which I am going to tell you isn’t my decision but I have to be a part of it. Even though this decision hurts my feeling in a way that it might hurt yours as well but I’ve no choice, dear. I want you to know that you are the best for me now and I believe we will still be together if we are meant for each other.” He tried not to impose an outrage feeling due to this all unexpected thing. He felt it happened so soon. “I am in dilemma. I have to be someone’s husband. Unfortunately, you are not the wife. I am glued in this whole plan of the marriage made by Tengku Hafiz, a friend of grandpa. I need to be a part of this marriage to find out who is responsible for our lost in the past. I heard too much hearsay between my family and Tengku Hafiz upon the story of wealth and shares of HMI holdings. And now, this is the perfect time.”
Maria felt upset as he declared his decision of marrying someone else. “You are forced to be someone’s husband just to know about your family history of – urgh! Whatever! Then, how about me? Are you expecting me to wait for you? Make up your mind as at that moment you are surely be someone’s husband! Oh my…I am not going to be part of this childish thing..urgh!” Maria isn’t able to be calm anymore.
“You can ask your grandpa if you indeed seriously want to know about the past. Why you should agree on the marriage? You don’t have to scarify yourself if it is just because you want to know the past.” She could not understand Hakee’s decision. She felt so miserable upon this whole idea.
Hakee slowly gazed into her lovely brown eyes and said, “Maria…you just don’t understand.”